Tag: Life after 40

Why My Mind Stayed Young for 20+ Years… and Suddenly Changed After 42


I always believed life moves in stages.

As a kid, we behave like a kid.
Then we become a boy.
Then a teenager.
Then a youth.

And I assumed this transformation happens automatically every 10 years.

But when I look at my own life, I see something different.

From 19 to 42, I didn’t feel much change inside.

My likes were the same.
My interests were the same.
My way of thinking was mostly the same.

I enjoyed friends, outings, long drives, eating outside… all the usual things.
And I never felt like I had “moved to the next stage.”

Now when I look back, I had a doubt:

Did I stretch my youth too long?

But today, I see it differently.

Life doesn’t change based on age.
It changes based on interest.

As long as something gives us meaning, we continue to stay there.

There is no force inside us that says: “Hey, you are 30 now, change your mindset.”

It doesn’t work like that.

We change only when something inside us says:

“This is enough.”

That “enough” came to me only after 42.

Suddenly, I started losing interest in things I once enjoyed.

Friends’ get-togethers didn’t excite me the same way.
Long drives didn’t feel special.
Eating out became just another activity.

Instead, I started liking silence.

I prefer sitting quietly rather than being in loud places.
I think more about my kids than myself.
I feel a natural pull towards spirituality instead of questioning everything.

Nothing forced this change.

It just happened.

That’s when I understood something important.

Maturity is not a timeline.
It is a shift in interest.

Some people change slowly every few years.
Some people stay the same for a long time…
and then change deeply in one phase.

I think I belong to the second type.

So no, I didn’t delay my maturity.

I simply stayed in one phase as long as it made sense to me.

And when it didn’t… I moved on.

Today, I don’t see this as losing my youth.

I see this as finding a different kind of life.

A life where peace feels better than noise.
Where silence feels richer than conversation.
Where thinking about my children feels more meaningful than thinking about myself.

If you are also feeling this shift, don’t question it.

You are not becoming boring.

You are just growing…
in a way that cannot be measured by age.

Catching Up After 13 Years — With Kombucha & Cosmic Gossip


Today was one of those unexpectedly perfect days. I finally met Ajith after 13 long years. Honestly, I don’t even know how these years flew by — it felt like we were still on that Bangalore drive, debating random life topics and making a pit stop at midnight in McDonald’s Sulagiri.

Ajith took the initiative to set this up (big thanks, buddy!), and he also introduced me to TAKKT Southern Cafe & Kombucha. What a fun, happening place right in our own backyard! The kombucha? Absolutely fantastic — like a refreshing plot twist in a boring daily routine.

It felt nice to see that he has also given up a few things in life, just like I did. Maybe that’s why old friends feel special — they remind you of who you were and show parts of yourself you might have forgotten.

We covered everything today: work stories, personal struggles and joys from these 13 years, a little astrology (yes, Saturn in the 8th house still keeping life spicy), and plenty of those “just because” stories that have no start or end.

Thank you again, Ajith, for pulling me out and for the kombucha initiation. Let’s make sure we don’t wait another 13 years — next time, maybe a road trip, or even better, some divine temple trail to balance all this cosmic karma.